Finally a day to rest! It feels so good to sleep till late and read twilight all day :) Watched the movie yesterday with shiyun naomi peihua who were all mega fans of dear Edward (Yes I agree he's really handsome, i can't wait to finish the book now heh) and took photos with the poster, somewhat intentionally blocking out the female lead. Oops. If my boyfriend was like Edward then he can escape from tekong in the middle of the night, glide across the sea and come accompany me for sleep. How nice!

I really thought the facilities at tekong were not bad at all, loads better than the chalets or camps in Ubin. The food was on par with those you can get at foodcourts like for $5 a plate. They had abundance of fruits there too! With the comfortable uniform now and new rifles, I think this batch of NSmen are so lucky. I had the urge to go with the boys la haha.

24th come soon!

17!

On Sunday my mum wanted to visit the Kranji Resort, so dad drove us to that rather ulu place. The sun was happily radiating all its heat energy onto Earth, but the warmth felt rather comfortable. It is still under development, a lot of fruit trees have not grown fruits, but apparently the villas there were fully booked. They looked quite nice, big glass apartments that are fully air-conditioned. Another alternative to chalets in the east! 

Dad brought me to the fruit garden and named all the trees there, saying that they'll all bloom and bear fruits within two to three years. Funny how my dad can talk to people of any kind, one moment he was talking to the malay security guard about how hot is it, then he talked to an indian worker about how it'll take years for the trees to fully develop. Heh. Mum as usual was on the lookout for things to buy. I bought this DRAGON FRUIT flavoured ice-cream! 

And there was this seafood restaurant with lots of live seafood outside. I saw this thing! I have no idea what it is, just thought it didn't look eatable. Urghh. It's legs were flailing around!

I think that resort will be a nice place when every thing's up and ready!

Today! Went out with yixin to Vivo quite early, we wanted to go rollerblading at first, but I got really bad broken blisters on my toes so I couldn't make it=( Watched a movie, then went to this chinese restaurant with super nice service! Ohh well, we paid a lot for it anyway. BUT the atmosphere was really nice and the waitresses were so thoughtful- they always made sure our teacup was filled, cleared plates immediately, and even helped me push my chair in! Ahh. I felt so pampered=)

I thought the pot of tea was quite special. It sat on this glass thingy with a little candle flame burning in it to keep the pot warm. It was continuously refilled, I think we must have finished three whole pots of tea. No need sleep tonight le la!

The scenery outside vivo is always evolving, it didn't look as nice as it did today! A mild breeze kept blowing, making it very comfortable to just stand by the sea and enjoy the scenery. Simple pleasures of life!

So we just walked around to pass the time. There are SOoooo many shops in Vivo, we barely visited five places then it was time for dinner already. I pulled him into Toys'r'us and we started reminiscing  about our childhood days. We were both a fan of play doh! I wanted it so much back then but my parents didn't get it for me, so I always borrowed my cousin's to play. Yixin was much luckier, he had almost all the toys I wanted! Unfair. He was so interested in Legos too, while I thought looking at baby dolls were more interesting. AND! He didn't know the secret behind the magic milk bottle! 

There he was, thinking about the mystery of the magically disappearing milk! I thought it was pretty obvious. HAHA.

Dinnertime came very soon and the not-so-hungry us settled for chicken rice at this chicken rice shop. It was good, but the taste was...weird. Easily 腻 kinda food. Didn't help at all that we were super full by then. Blehh.

It was a very happy day out together! Never felt so relaxed before, now that we don't have the exam burden anymore. How nice would it be if every day is as blissful as today...ahh.

It's all over!

And today marks the very important end of A levels! It actually ended off very well too, with Bio paper 1 being the easiest paper of it all. I can hardly believe that we're totally free now, seems like just yesterday we got into JC and got bombarded with insane amounts of notes to memorise. Wahaha! Tomorrow im so gonna bundle all those notes up and never look at them again!

After the paper ended the few of us wanted to catch a movie at Cineleisure but didn't manage to find any good movies with an appropriate time slot. So we had out early lunch at Subway (Ohh the cookies are so very nice!) and walked around Taka to pass some time. We visited Kino and I realised books never do lose their charm. Yes i do love books, even though I've gotten very sick of those we need to memorise blehh.

We went to this super ulu Karaoke place at Katong shopping centre, my mum even told me thats where she used to hang out after school all the time. Apparently dad bought my mum her engagement ring there too! Can imagine how old that place is. It's almost full with maid employment centres la. But for 6 hours of singing and only 6 bucks per person, there's really nothing to complain about. Had fun singing/stoning/sleeping/playing for the 6 whole hours! And of course, hearing my friends sing. They sing so very well! =) It really feels so good to not be worried about homework not completed or exams the day after!

At the moment my post A levels plan is to get rid of messy notes, camp in front of computer and watch videos, go out more with my mum, exercise more, and camp in front of computer and watch more videos. I love my life =)

It totally feels like exams are over! Wasn't in the mood to mug in school so we went to woodlands for a movie. I was so craving for Seoul Garden HAHA so we went there for lunch. There was a bunch of girls screaming away and yixin kept complaining about them. I've gotten quite used to having high-pitched voices around me, high-pitched sounds are probably out of my hearing range. I was quite happily cooking all the meat heh.

Then we watched the bond movie, it was so so exciting! They must have destroyed a lot of things while filming. But must that guy love so many women-.- 

Was complaining to my mum that this two years of studies in hwachong has been wasted. Everything that came out for chem and bio could be covered in half a year-.- It doesn't do all our mugging justice at all. Argh. Looks like paper 1 will be the discriminating factor eh. Gotta work hard! It's just 9 more days to freedom YES.

Went to the market with my parents early in the morning while that pig was still happily sleeping. I was just standing around the sweet potatoes box stoning. I prefer NTUC to wet markets. The boss was like saying, "有没有看过这么美的番薯！"

And two aunties walked past looking rather amused. One bent down and whispered to me, "你说美我不觉得美呢" Then pointed out that those potatoes had a lot of nodes on it which means there are a lot of roots. Apparently thats not good for potatoes. Then she gave me a smile and went off. I learnt something new! Even my mum didn't know that. Quite surprised at how friendly aunties can be HAHA.

I also learnt today that one cannot please everybody. One can be friendly to a person, but that person may not be in a good mood or not willing to listen to friendly reminders. Then again, can we make sure everything we say comes out in the right tone? But our 'right tone' may sound bad to some others. There's still so much we need to understand about ourselves before we can even attempt to know what others are thinking. CHEEM. If only I could remain as a baby. I can cry laugh beat someone and people will still think I'm cute. Haha. Fat hope.

Just 5 more papers to go!

I hate cramps.

Its so unfair why last year's papers all so easy while our papers are ridiculous. They had to make our bio paper into a comprehension test huh. I should have just slept till 12noon today. 

Tomorrow will be a better day!

It definitely will, at least cramps won't keep me awake at like 1am in the morning. I thank the inventors of pink panadol!

CLL IS OVER

I'm so happy now! My most dreaded subject down. It wasn't too bad, but it wasn't extremely good also. After seeing that so many people asked for a second booklet i feel insecure. But there must be a reason why they give only a certain amount of pages for a booklet. Extra booklets are for the IMBA people, which happen to be everywhere. HAHA but it's all over! YAY!

More mugging! This time it'll be happy mugging! 

Life now is 24/7 mugging. Other than watching 篮球火 on mondays, of course. I love the guys!

Happy mugging day!

Wahaha i feel very proud of myself. Managed to catch this stitch after seven tries! Alright it's not that impressive but given that i used that strategy for the first time today its not bad alr=) The people in front of me were like professional catchers. One had two stitches in his arm, while another lady had two bagfuls of plushies. IMBA. I was like, so easy to catch then we try catching to la. Observed the lady for a while and learned that getting the plushie to fall over the hole is essential. I thought the hardest part was getting the toy to go down the hole haha.

THE stitch!

Then we went to join xinyi and her friend and they transformed the stitch into a good little mugger. With center-parting on both his hair and chest hair! And of course, a pen to complete the look=)

Today has been quite an enjoyable mugging session. And to make up for all that slacking i must mug very hard now. Ahh.

Today's a bad day.

1. Bio owned me. Enough said.

2. Left my handphone in school. Only realised when bus was approaching KAP and i didn't have any means to contact shing. He was at the back staring at his phone and luckily Germaine was there to lend me her phone to call him. So we rushed back to school and with lots of luck retrieved my phone from the reception. So happened that shing found out that he left his waterbottle in school too.

3. Tried out that curry rice at the basement of lot 1 and for some reason we chose 'healthy curry' which had a really...weird taste. I was quite full after the first bite.

I don't like today.

I've been reading the true singapore ghost stories these few days at the library and kinda scared myself. So i followed mum out today to west mall and studied at the library with shing the whole day ahaha. The seat was so hard! Blehh.

We had our lunch at the erm...xiao long bao restaurant but the xiao long bao didn't have much soup it in! And all burst in my spoon=( But the fried rice was nice. Then we went to the arcade, and after concluding that the piglet plushie was impossible to catch, we played the shooting game and i actually won shing! Ahaha! Probably because i was on the defensive. Very hard to lose lives heh=) Then we played two games at the basketball machine but didnt manage to reach the third stage ahh. How nice to relax in between mugging sessions.

Helped to look after the stall while mum went to walk around and surprisingly i managed to sell quite a bit! Mum said customers only come when she's not around so she went off to walk around again-.-I was quite nervous can, especially when people buy 冷门 stuff which i dunno the price. Hehheh.

Slacked a lot today! And still slacking now. Ahh.

Chicken rice love!

I'm suddenly very in love with chicken rice. I've no idea why. It all started when my dad bought home a packet of chicken rice when i was having porridge. And he gave me two pieces of chicken. Now i've been having chicken rice for three consecutive days already. I think I will probably eat it again tomorrow! I just can't resist the chicken rice at the market ahaha=) No it is not unhealthy heh.

Watched Kallang Roar today and it was unexpectedly good. At least thats my opinion la. I was so moved that I cried so many times. I bet if dad watched it he'll be like tearing every second. Haha.

HAHA. I didn't know dad would get so worried over mum not answering her phone. I wasn't even worried, knew she would be busy with her stall or chatting with neighbours. Dad still wanted me to take a taxi over. Good thing I gave her one last call before going out and she picked up, saying she was buying my bag at the next stall. HAHA. I always thought mum loved dad more!

And! I'm proud to announce the purchase of my 4GB mp4 player at only $69! Wahaha! So happened that I flipped through Today on saturday and saw this irresistible offer, and i pleaded with mum to sponsor half the price for like, half an hour and rushed off to causeway point. There was already a long queue there, good thing that those in front didn't want the player. The salesgirl came down the line with the vouchers and tahdah! I was no.4 in line for the player. The last one was right next to me la phew. Got my player within half an hour and went off happily for tom yam noodles=)

Now the thought of tom yam noodles is making me hungry. Speaking of food, I was so ARGH when shing and i went to swensens for lunch. The service was...about as good as mine. Which is bad. Waiters standing around, customers had to walk in themselves 'cause nobody was attending to the long queue outside, AND the worst of it all- the manager was saying," How come these people come in themselves!" Grr. I stomped off and pulled him to pizza hut where we had a very enjoyable meal. Great job, swensens.

Ohh haha. Now i'm not hungry anymore=)

I AM A MUGGER.

Why is it still raining.

Why did KFC have to go add that 3 dollars surcharge.

Why meepok plus korean seaweed = eww.

Why am i stuck at equlibrium.

Rarr.

爱

我不知道那算不算爱 因为曾经爱过
爱应该是心跳加速 满脸涨红 不知所措 不敢靠近却又想要触碰
但是今天 我感受到肯定中的不肯定
我以为是心平静气 坦然以对 忽冷忽热 安静舒服又好像亲情
原来
可以在拥挤的车上想念依靠的手臂
可以在肚子饿时不想吃太多
可以一个人走在路上，思考着爱的意义
可以知道目的地在哪里，却又魂不守舍
可以想到没有人陪时，喉咙干的像咽着
也许
我也有心跳加速的时候
我也有不知所措的时候
我也有害怕面对却又想要见面的时候
我也会在最脆弱的时候，想要坚强

是时候向自己承认，这真的是爱。

I don't like homework.

Derrick Ho's album is nice!
I actually think it's better than Jam's.

The teachers really think having an extra day of break means we can finish 2.5 papers of H3 Chem, 4 chem prelim qns, 8 full pages of bio revision pre-lecture, plus revise for a CLL test. All that to be due either on tues or wed-.-Oh, and i finished my part for a GP presentation yest too. I'm looking on the bright side, I'll be quite free for revision after wed...no. Still haven't done that bio applications tutorial. Argh.

Babies!

I didn't know babies could get jealous. I thought they only appeared in those parenting books where they tell you to spread your attention equally to both babies.

Steffie should be very used to being the Almighty at grandma's house where she gets the attention of everybody there and there are always people for her to bully around. So when baby Germaine came she was so possessive of her property that she followed baby Germaine around to make sure she doesn't touch anyone. Super funny. When baby Germaine walked into a room where Steffie's playmate(a girl renting the room) stays, Steffie got up and followed and made a lot of noise. And baby Germaine couldn't care less, so she walked out, tightly followed by Steffie who was very afraid baby Germaine would go to the maid who was sitting outside. Steffie adores the maid, you see. This cycle must have repeated itself for at least 10 times, with Steffie always getting to the maid first and making a lot of noise. Haha. We were like teasing her, "快点妹妹来了哦". Such a cute scene!

And once they walked to just in front of me and i saw Steffie thrusting a spectacle box into baby Germaine's arms, and i thought that was quite nice, giving her something to play with. Turned out that Steffie has a handphone to play with already and the box was something she didn't want-.-Babies ah, the way they think is quite interesting.

I don't wanna grow up!

___________________________

I haven't really like had a heart-to-heart talk with my dad for quite long. Usually it's those nights he fetches me home when im out late. But yesterday while waiting for my mum to redeem her slow cooker, he told me "以后你生活上，还是哪里碰到什么问题，要跟爸爸妈妈讲”...he doesn't talk much, he usually secretly asks my mum how im doing, but i know no matter what happens, my dad will always be there for me. Like how he will purposely stay out late just to fetch me home though he's super tired, like how he lets me grab his sleeve when walking and sleep on his tummy when watching tv, like how i snuggle beside him on his mattress when i have a nightmare..haha. I want to relieve him of his breadwinner job very soon=) Jiayou anita.

Motivation

He got me thinking too.

I don't know what i really want at the end of it all. I realised it's all just blindly working, working very hard so i don't have to think too much. 'cause good grades can get you anywhere. Good grades get you scholarships that can send you to prestigious schools which i can never afford too. Good grades get you into whatever course of study you want, and good grades make people look differently at you. So that's why im working so hard, or rather, why im gonna work very hard. It's for myself, but more for my parents, my relatives, my loved ones, for having so much faith in me.

Though i feel there's only a thin line between faith and pressure. No matter, I work well under pressure.

梦想夹带眼泪 咸咸的汗水
你我同个世界 爱从中穿越
梦与希望在飞 我向前去追
有目标就不累 等着我超越

远远抛开一切 过千山万水

I want to blog. But i don't know what to blog about. I think my life is quite normal.

Or is it 'cause i think that everything happening around me is normal?

I saw a couple sitting on the topmost floor of our carpark, it's very exposed, considering that it's flanked by 3 blocks of flats. I thought the girl was hurt 'cause the guy was bending over her, but they didn't show any signs of getting up. Mum was super ba gua, she kept saying they are doing illegal stuff. Then my neighbour came and saw them too, and she thought the girl fell down or something. Weird that she should come all the way up and fall. Oh well. I thought their positions were pretty awkward.

I saw cute little hamsters at lot1. The two little things were trying to run on the wheel at the same time, in the same direction but one on top of the other. Haha. Reminds me of the time when my hamsters ran on the wheel, but in different directions-.-they just slid down each side and the wheel didnt move at all. Super funny!

High school side food is nice. Haha. I really like that travelator idea, how good if it would be implemented!

I'm so not gonna play psp on bus ever again. It makes me all giddy and nauseous especially with this Agent Clank game which makes u scroll 360 degrees to fight off all those robots. I feel uncomfy.

There was this pair of brothers on our bus home who were quarreling from the time they got on the bus, got off and changed bus, down the feeder service bus and all the way till they got to my void deck. Stopped only when they fell over each other after they ran quite a bit. Boys are sure a handful. And quite funny, the younger brother just went off and hid somewhere, leaving the other boy there on the floor. Just reminds me of the days when i played with my cousins, and when things go wrong we do exactly that. Pointing fingers and running away so we don't take the blame. Haha.

Shing says he's not gonna come online during weekends, and no more maple. I shall see if he keeps by that. I of course will still come and listen to music=) Mugging period ftw!

I dun like MSN. It's getting really unstable nowadays, and today it took me like how many, 5 times of seeing the two buddies spinning around each other like mad before it finally took me to the contact list screen. Blehh.

Exams are almost over! Ohh well but it has been feeling like the end ever since I finished the first day of GP plus CLL exams. I felt so relieved I almost could trick myself into believing it's holidays again. Ahaha! Hope tomorrow's paper goes fine and I'll be quite happy with my performance this blocks. Except I still need to work on my time management.

Have been happily playing maple these few days when I got bored of mugging and heh. Got to a pretty high level in like...2 days=) I like private servers. Though it can be a bit lag at times.

Haha this is so fragmented. I can hardly believe it's been a year already, time just passes so fast. I can still remember a year back, when he brought me to the flower shop..how full of blind passion back then. Now have to deal with parents and their expectations of us, can be quite demanding to make everybody happy, and I'm still learning how to do it properly. It's quite scary when parents get involved. HAHA. I would advise new couples to enjoy themselves as much as they can before having to worry about all these stuff=)

Lalala I'm so in a holiday mood~I'm happy!

Very full.

Ate at NYNY at Lot 1 for the first time today! I realised after all our dishes came that we shouldn't have ordered french fries for appetizers when both our meals came with fries. Oh well, at least it was tasty. Sure was filling, I wanted to fall asleep so much when we mugged at the library after that. Actually I think I dozed off for a while.

That doesn't matter.

Took a look at the upgraded arcade at the top floor! Lots of what-do-u-call-them...吊吊机, those machines that have plushies for us to catch. Nowadays they use all those hard to maneuver machines that make it even more impossible to get something. I miss the days we were in taiwan, 50 cents per try no matter how big the plushie is. Plus they are REALLY catchable. If I ever go to taiwan again I'll spend all my money on the machines ahaha.

I should get back to mugging now ahh.

Lunch@BoonKeng!

Went for family lunch last sunday at this restaurant at the void deck of some hdb flat. And it's quite value for money, 20bucks per person with around 70 dishes to choose from, eat all you can! Though it doesn't have much variety, mainly chinese dishes. I found my long-lost brown topshells there and happily ordered 2 plates which we all finished quite quickly. I liked the fish too, somehow restaurants use a special kind of sauce for the fish which cannot be reproduced at home...sadly.

Ohh well the food's not the point, we haven't been having lunch together for very long already. Good that we have a gathering to just sit around and be amused by baby's ga-ga talk and watch her walking wobbly around the table haha. She's grown a lot! And very clever too. Learns almost everything instantaneously. There was a time my aunt sneezed very loudly, and she mimicked her sneeze! Got everyone laughing immediately wahaha!

Now that my mum's working almost everyday and im almost alone everyday I learnt to appreciate my mum more. Having to cook everyday is like a chore, and still have to remember the clothes when it rains..ahh. And mum's not planning to stop work anytime soon. Looks like im stuck with plain porridge plus egg for quite a while haha.

Pictures!

YAY my international buffet!

After much research on the net we found ourselves this buffet restaurant called Feast@East, and there was this review about the food there that looks really good so we went in search of this place thats like along east coast road. Very far from our CCK and bukit batok.

We went there quite late but luckily there were still some seats there. One thing I really liked was their service. Well of course, we don't pay 17% GST for nothing. We were seated quite promptly, and i think the waiter was quite shocked i didn't take the chair he was holding out for me haha! I was like pulling myself a seat blehh. So immediately he asked if we wanted warm or cold water and went away, then shortly after another waitress came and asked the same thing. Observant people there. Then another guy holding the water came and confirmed again and we had our warm water. Wahaha. I sound like a sua gu but i haven't been given such good service in a long time=)

So off we went in search of food. There we were looking for appetizers and we weren't really sure what were appetizers so we just anyhow took some of the sour sour ones. They had bak gua there too la haha! Downed all that quite fast and I headed straight to the salmon sashimi and prawns and got myself a lot of those. Shing totally doesn't like prawns so i had to peel them for him before he would eat it. Spoilt fellow heh. And well when I was peeling my prawns the waitress served a bowl of warm water with a slice of lemon in it for me to wash my fingers! Well I totally didn't expect that. I was pleasantly surprised to be served quite nicely=) All the people there wore smiles on their faces like all the time can, plates were cleared and water refilled quickly. Well they have to 'cause I see like typical rich people dining there. So interesting to see those little princesses dressed up so nicely! One was like wearing boots can. I think she's only in primary school-.-



The next round we headed for the asian food part where i got a little of everything-lemon fried fish, pork ribs...that tasted really good. Shing didn't have much appetite already, so i had to keep making him eat more. His stomach so small can! The laksa was not bad can, they totally don't scrimp on the cockles and the prawn was wahaha Q! Just thinking of it makes me salivate la. Finally desserts, and Shing happily made 2 sticks of chocolate coated marshmellow. They use dark chocolate for their chocolate fondue, thick and creamy! Then we wanted the durian paste but it ran out already, so i was like staring at the kitchen waiting to see when it would be refilled. When it was refilled Shing went to get it, and apparently there were quite a lot of people after it too haha! It's yummy, its totally like eating the durian itself la. Very good quality indeed.

After some fruits we were all so full we didn't even touch the ice cream. And it had those tidbits that we always had when we were young, like the multi-coloured cream on biscuit thingy. And rabbit sweets! I wished I had two stomachs to take all of it in la. We were there till closing time, and the waiter politely asked if we wanted the bill. Heh. But that was when service became slow, presumably due to everyone getting their bills at the same time. It was quite awkward when the waitress gave the bill to me instead to shing la haha! Do i look THAT old=(

Finally we settled everything, and we went off feeling very full but very happy too. A memorable night together, especially for shing 'cause it burnt a hole in his wallet haha. And his mum still gave me a very big angbao! I feel so bad about it can. His mum always refuses my offer to help with washing the dishes. Thanks for making my birthday a very enjoyable one! Lurves!=)

It's my birthday!

Thank you to everybody who chipped in for the present! Haven't seen anything like that before, a foldable cute little turtle=) The chocs will keep my sweet tooth happy for quite some time too heh. I always feel so loved on my birthday! Even my mum sent me a really not quite her style message that has 'my dear' in it. Aww. Oh yes and the ice cream cake was brilliant too! Peihua will agree that it's super nice heh. A normal day in school, but all the birthday wishes from dear friends have made me feel very loved=)
And of course, I'm very much looking forward to my international buffet that shing has promised me. I sure hope that irritating ulcer on my tongue goes away soon!

NOoooo

I don't wanna do chem SPA ahh. Now's the time to be happy 'cause it's after blocks but all the work's piling in again. The teachers sure arent giving us time to enjoy.

BUT we still went out and had fun yesterday! Kbox trip with the kbox king mingte and his PARTNER, and qian came along too. It was the first time I actually felt it was value for money 'cause of all the food they gave for a nett price of 17.50 per person. No plus plus anything! Gorged myself on french fries and mushroom balls and chips and nuggets n longans n a cup of honey water=) So nice to relax once in a while and listen to good singing!

It's been really warm lately, especially yest when i went to the ac fair I totally felt like I was in an oven. Lots of people, lots of food. The chicken wings were good! But I didnt see yann. Didnt see a lot of people in ac=( But I did meet grace! And saw some hwachong peeps too! Had some trouble trying to find food 'cause food was like everywhere and i could hardly settle on which one to eat. Walked quite a bit can. After much walking we managed to finish 20 dollars worth of coupons wahaha=)

I suspect I won't be able to finish chem SPA today. Nevermind then leave it for tomorrow!

Shopping!

Our long awaited break! Ahh. We've mugged quite enough, great there's some time for us to catch our breath. Especially after those demoralising papers!

Went out to PS today with shiyun, fel, quan, and of course shing too! I haven't walked like that for quite some time already. And the first thing that had to greet us was being asked for donations-.-Can't shoo those people away, they somehow are able to mistake me for a rich girl and asked for 200 dollars worth of donations.

...In the end that guy lowered from 200 to 100 to 50 to 30 to 20 to 10 and finally resorted to gathering the 5 of us and asked for 2 dollars from each of us. I admire those people's perseverance.

Had lots of fun in DAISO! I just love shopping there, there's so much variety and some are really cheap. I ran around happily in search of pretty little gift boxes! Got so many gift ideas while walking around la. Then the 3 girls shopped for pretty clothes in This Fashion, which i wanted to do so much but i didn't want my mum nagging. Blehh. I can't remember when was the last time I bought clothes..until later we went over to Heartland Mall and found my CARGOES! The shop was having a sale, and I got mine for only 16 dollars. Wahaha! Best part about shopping is about buying cheap stuff=)

I'm being so outdated but I recently got my old game out-Baldur's Gate, which I believe is more than 1o years ago. Old games are good for cheats heh. But why why do we have to do a compre.

Why.

从考试中我得到了一个结论——开心就好=)

真的好象没什么必要杯太多书，反正在老师们无情的屠刀下，我们注定灭亡。

新希望在三个月之后即将来临，看来要再接再厉了！

Pokey left me yesterday.

I wasn't that close to her, she always bit my fingers when i tried to carry her, always snatching that piece of apple i wanted to hold for her, always making a lot of noise with the waterbottle when there's no more water inside. Ahh. I will miss the noises she makes every night. I remember I confiscated her plastic house for a day 'cause she was gnawing at it like in the middle of the night. I must have sometimes left the dirty sawdust in for too long, some days I forget to feed her..she was in the food bowl when she died, there was still food in it. Haish. I really hope it's not 'cause of old age that she can't bite her food. She's been with me for 2 years, I don't know how old was she when she came to me, but I suppose it was time for her to go. I hope she's going off to a better place. At least she doesn't have to worry about dirty sawdust and food coming late. She's gonna be my last hamster already, mum threw everything out. Sorry Pokey, and thank you.

I can finally sleep at 10pm today!=)

Thats like 10 minutes from now on. I'm supposed to be mugging for my H3 Chem Lect Test but after like 3 hrs of tutorial today and at least a thousand calories worth of pringles, m&m's, lollipop, sweets, dark chocolate, wheat biscuit..I'm not in the mood to study.

I'm wearing specs now! After 17 years of perfect eyesight!

I was rather excited about getting my very own specs. I thought I looked very much learned in them, and haha very much older too. But that's not the point. I realise it can get quite troublesome 'cause i cant put my face on my arms without touching my specs. So bushuang to have something there now! Can't sleep in class properly. I guess that's a good thing heh. Ohh and i quite like to push my specs up even when they're not dropping 'cause i think it looks cool la. Like very pro=)

Oh YAY 5 minutes to 10. I like sleeping 'cause I get dreams quite often and some of them are very interesting. Like I dreamt i got kissed by two people haha! Okay shall not go into the details. Looking forward to my dreams tonight!

Was lazing around 'cause i couldn't seem to move my body to go bathe and saw SHOW's MV on MTV! It looked really sad okay, i totally cannot stand it when he cries 'cause he looks so pitiful. So I rushed online after a quick shower and got the song! 最后的风度.I'll be listening to this song a lot the next few days=)
Okay now is the time to really start mugging every day. Which i think i have been doing already but apparently it's not enough. The reaction mechanisms just make no sense to me. And I've been neglecting chem all this while 'cause the teachers for my other subjects just cannot be offended and well, also 'cause i think i can handle it well. But wrong! Need to mug for everything before i can do anything well. Blehh. Now i really miss J1. I don't remember having to do tutorials like everyday in J1.
Gonna go out tomorrow!..to mug. Haha. Better than nothing. Then can look forward to STJ at night! Woohoo!=)
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You make me feel safe and secure=)

I'm proud to announce that the skills I've learnt from sec 3 OBS have not gone to waste. I did a square-lash on shing's fingers! With a bit of help from him haha. Not only UG people can do nice lashings okay! And it was so secure it made his fingers turn a little red oops.

It was fun walking around in the street market 'cause the juniors were selling all sorts of things. But I only had like $2 in my wallet. Ahh. Wanted to go back to BPGHS but they ended their celebrations really soon so no point going back. And KUNGFU DUNK was having its sneak previews at causeway so we went over and got really good seats. The actions and effects were good, I didn't know JAY could fight like that. The plot was rather...jumpy though. Catch no ball de la. But JAY has improved once again! JAY ftw!=)

OHH. This is gonna be quite gross but i just have to put this here:

The chicken was practically dripping blood! Can't see it here but there was a membrane beneath the meat that kept a puddle of blood in. OMG. I brought it back to the lady who said it was cooked, but offered to cook it again. No harm, so i got back my re-cooked chicken after 5 mins. After like the first bite, it started to drip even more! I simply couldn't eat it anymore and just threw the whole thing away. The lady said it's fresh thats why, but...it's a bit over eh. I'm gonna stay off chickens for a while.

2nd day of Chinese New Year!=) Well wasn't a very good start 'cause i lost a bit of money. BUT BUT I will get it back..maybe. Haha nevermind. Shall play small small and not get greedy. Not a lot of capital to start with already haha. Today will be a better day!=)

Get your own valentinr

Falling sick just before chinese new year is not good at all. I don't recommend standing in the rain for an hour with your left shoulder exposed to the horribly big wind. Haish.
CLL test tomorrow!

上帝赐予女人的力量

一個男孩問他的媽媽：『你為甚麼要哭呢？』

媽媽說：『因為我是女人啊。』

男孩說：『我不懂。』

他媽媽抱起他說：『你永遠不會懂得。』

後來小男孩就問他爸爸：『媽媽為甚麼毫無理由的哭呢？』

『所有女人都這樣。』他爸爸回答。

小男孩長成了一個男人，但仍舊不懂女人為甚麼哭泣。

最後，他打電話給上帝；當上帝拿起電話時，他問道：『上帝，女人為甚麼那麼容易哭泣呢？』

上帝回答說：『當我創造女人時，讓她很特別。我使她的肩膀能挑起整個世界的重擔；並且，又柔情似水。』

『我讓她的內心很堅強，能夠承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒絕。』

『我賦予她耐心，使她在別人放棄的時候繼續堅持，並且無怨無悔的照顧自己的家人，渡過疾病和疲勞。』

『我賦予她在任何情況下，都會愛孩子的感情，即使她的孩子傷害了她。』

『我賦予她包容她丈夫過錯的堅強和用他的勒骨塑成她來保護他的心。』

『我賦予她智慧，讓她知道一個好丈夫是絕不會傷害他的妻子的，但有時我也會考驗她支持自己丈夫的決心和堅強。』

『最後，我讓她可以流淚。只要她願意。這是她所獨有的。』

『你看，女人的漂亮不是因為她穿的衣服、她保持的體型或者她梳頭的方式。』

『女人的漂亮，必須從她的眼睛中去看，因為那是她心靈的窗戶和愛居住的地方。』

-Email from Dexter
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Because you once said my eyes are beautiful. Because you said it's with me or without me, not with me or with someone else=)

I seriously think I need to sleep early. I totally was falling asleep during CLL and H3 Chem today-.-But it's getting very interesting now. Have to visualise lots of structures in 3D form which reminds me of my sec1 DnT lessons. We had to draw what top plan side plan thingy that really needed lots of visualisation. How cool is that heh.

And I'm so in love with chicken legs from cold storage! Went out of school to buy my PEPPERED CHICKEN LEG which I gobbled very much happily. I think I will just grow fatter, but well, food's most important!=) And I aim to sleep at 10 today haha! Time for my maths tutorial!

7th.

This just reminds me of the reflection mingte wrote for cll. "七，是我数学测验的分数！”

But no, today's a very special day that i thoroughly enjoyed but ended, very cruelly, soon. Last month I made him get all panicky just to open my present, so this time he's returned my favour by making me think and look all over the place. Memorable=)

It's just interesting to see how my definition of love changes like almost every day. As time goes by. I shall compile a list and see;

LOVE IS:
-When he sings school song very loudly and you still cant help but wanna walk by him after assembly.
-When he salivates all over after a sleep and you still think he's cute.
-When he calls to ask how are you and you cry.
-When he's on the verge of crying and you burst into tears while hugging him.
-When he squeezes through people on the bus just to get to you and you feel touched.
-When he looks retarded but all you wanna do is hug him.
-When you no longer think for yourself, when you fully know you'll be upset but still insist for his good.
-When you get jealous over non-living things.(Like games)
-When he aches, you ache more.

I bet this list will change like tomorrow. It's gonna be ever changing, 'cause like what he said-"That's the beauty of loving you. I'm getting to understand more about love."
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I must finish my H3 homework! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUN!=)

FINALLY there's not much homework to do over the weekend. I can watch my movie that i rented from that RED MACHINE haha! And my right eye is worsening again, now it feels quite weird to see clearly out of one eye and blurred images from my right eye. I see things as if they are covered by a thin plastic sheet! Must be the few days I stayed up late to complete my assignments that's making my eyes so tired. One lesson learnt-holiday assignments are meant to be completed over the holidays. HAHA!

The chingay prac today wasn't as bad as the one we had last week, at least i didn't feel like all my glucose had been used up already. And we had a really good lunch! Really satisfying to finish the dance and learning how to handle ribbons haha. That was something i never touched before, and it sure was hard to control. But the beautiful curves it made as i swirled it around is just fascinating, and i really wanna perfect it. But in order to make sure the ribbon swirls around just the way i want it, all actions have to be full out and very powerful. My arm's gonna ache so much tomorrow la. Thankfully there wasn't warm up today, that's the real tedious part haha!

Woke up at 930 after so many days of sleeping late, lets see, I predict I'll wake up at 10 tomorrow! HAHA!=)

I haven't felt so tired in a long time. These few days I've been kept on my toes by the various subject teachers that are assigned to us. For example the head of BIO department and the discipline master as our tutors. Just can't dao their work like what I've been doing for the past year. Blehh. But well looking on the bright side they're really good teachers that will definitely pull our grades up. Looks like the school had decided to give us lots of attention by assigning them to us and having THREE maths tutorials per week. Means I have to do maths everyday! I should think we're quite weak in bio too haha.
And well plus i did try to run a bit on wed. Think I didn't do enough warm up so haha the muscle aches are making me quite tired too. But it feels good to be aching all over! Feels like I've done something useful that can help me slim down for DANCE NIGHT!
And looking at the comp just makes me feel more tired. I think I spoilt my body by allowing to sleep very early in the past and now I'm making it sleep at 11-12pm. Poor body. But must quick adapt my body! I bet when exams come it'll be even more hiong la.
Got quite freaked out by suji's encounter in the rua. Apparently ghosts of different colours mean different things, and green ghosts certainly are not very friendly. I shall stay clear of that area at the back from now on. And mum's working so often now ah, how am i gonna spend my time alone at home! Ahh. Now i really want a dog.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!=)

What a great start to the year! Love's in the air!