Omg exams.

I can't believe my first year of uni life is coming to an end in one month's time. It's almost unreal to be sitting for my final exam for TCM in 3 weeks when I've only had 3 weeks plus of lessons. And I actually have 15 hours a week of this particular TCM module, when my friend only has 15 hours worth of lessons to attend per week. Haha. Someone once exclaimed to me, "Isn't it like JC life all over again!" I haven't had a chance to experience the average uni life, so it all doesn't really matter to me. I just know I have to mug, and mug, and get good grades and make my parents happy.

不再依赖

原来少掉依赖是这么可怕的事。
晚上不再有人哄我入眠，白天不再有人传简讯，下雨天不再有人帮我撑伞，不再有人帮我背包包，在我流泪的时候，给我肩膀依靠。。。午餐没洗的碗碟，不会有人帮我洗；不会做也不想做的功课，不能找人做；逛街的时候，不会有臂弯让我抓。。。我要讲恶心的事，不再有听众；我想要骂脏话，没有人愿意借出耳朵；不可能会大口大口的吃着美食，因为不会有人觉得可爱，也不会有人要请我吃；不会再有人觉得我满身是汗的味道，其实很好闻。

还真想大哭。

我们没事，只是有些事让我要想。。。如果有一天，我没有依赖的对象，那会是怎样的人生。。。

真的没事啦。