珍惜

今天经历了一些事，觉得有些事真的很难预料。

是不是等到事情发生了，才会懂得珍惜生命，珍惜身边的人。一天过一天，生活看似风平浪静，其实有很多地方可以出错。这一错，可能就无法挽回。

请所有我爱的人，一定要好好保护自己。我希望我身边的人，可以永远有笑容，可以让我一直爱下去。

Insane weather

First it was cold in the morning even though the sun was shining. Then the clouds started gathering and it began to rain in the afternoon. Heavy rain. Rain was still on but mild when I was walking home, and by the time I reached my estate it was so dark it looked like it was 10pm. But it was only 7 then!

漆黑的夜加上细雨纷飞，还有耳边的催泪情歌，真让人觉得伤感。

幸福

原来幸福可以这么简单。

也许是太久没有和他在一起了，已经不熟悉那种被百般呵护的感觉。

这两天怎么时间变得好慢，各个感官都敏感起来。特别容易感受到他眼神中的温柔（虽然真的很小），还有他把我捧在手心的感觉。帮我拿好包包让我好背（有时会直接丢给他，因为真的很重），帮我挤辣椒酱，帮我开水壶，把我抱紧让我在超晃的地铁上好眠（还是不要嫌他肩膀稍矮了些，手臂也行 :)）。完全接受我任性的要求就对了。在他面前我总是特别懒惰...真的很幸福。

到底要上哪找多一个他啊。

坠落

坠落需要的勇气，比起飞要更多更多 -陈乃荣

因为有目标，所以前进，所以往上爬。可是越爬越高，花草树木渐渐被冰雪埋没。不友善的冰墙。

我要非常不自量力，让炽热的心将它溶化。

在那之前，请不要让我滑落...我害怕。

Little things in life

It's only when I have so much time to spare, so little things to think about that I can fully appreciate the little things in life.

-I tried to cook chawanmushi in apple and found out that it won't cook 'cause the walls are too thick. So there's a reason why cooks use tomato instead and why they remove the flesh so nicely.

-I walked up biopolis hill today and found out that they pasted anti-slip strips on the steeper side. So the reason why it looked kinda sticky and wet a few weeks back was due to the preparation. I was still thinking who's the person so inconsiderate to pour water down the slope, though I didn't seem to be able to slip.

-When I was still at work, I didn't particularly enjoy having to do so much work. But I'm glad I slogged through and did them well, 'cause people do see my efforts and acknowledge them. I feel proud of myself!

-I think friends are the kind of people whom I can don't see for a long time but still feel very comfortable when we do meet up. I feel lucky for having my friends.

-It's very easy to forget just how old my parents have become. Everything seems so natural, the wrinkles, the white hair...to me, they'll always be the parents who love me. I want to grow up so that I can give them what they want, a carefree life...like me now. Heh.

-I don't understand how I managed to get through school with bar diagrams for math and terms like carbohydrases for bio. It's like I climbed up, step by step, only to learn easier ways to doing things. Isn't it ironic? Higher level, easy method...hmm.

-I know why adults don't like to eat instant noodles or maggie mee. It's just part of the process of growing up, it happens to everyone. Now I feel maggie mee is made of hollow flour strips. It makes my tummy bloated all the time!

Now that I'm not selected for my orientation camp, I'll have more free time to discover the world around me. Everything's so different once the mindset changes.

I'm not blogging anymore.

I don't know when I'll revive this blog, but when I do, it means my life has once again become very fulfilling. 

Finally a day to rest! It feels so good to sleep till late and read twilight all day :) Watched the movie yesterday with shiyun naomi peihua who were all mega fans of dear Edward (Yes I agree he's really handsome, i can't wait to finish the book now heh) and took photos with the poster, somewhat intentionally blocking out the female lead. Oops. If my boyfriend was like Edward then he can escape from tekong in the middle of the night, glide across the sea and come accompany me for sleep. How nice!

I really thought the facilities at tekong were not bad at all, loads better than the chalets or camps in Ubin. The food was on par with those you can get at foodcourts like for $5 a plate. They had abundance of fruits there too! With the comfortable uniform now and new rifles, I think this batch of NSmen are so lucky. I had the urge to go with the boys la haha.

24th come soon!