Eclipse+Our stories

I watched ECLIPSE today! Was very high throughout the movie, I think it's much better than the previous two. I'm so gonna get the DVD when it comes out. It's a good balance between romance and action and some sense of brotherhood (the alliance between the vamps and werewolves). Oh, and the new vamp RILEY is super good-looking :)

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We celebrated our 3rd year on 24th June. It was pretty much a normal night out, in order to make it more special, I made him go to IMM with me. Just thought we haven't been there for quite some time. He was all for going to causeway point like always, and spend the night playing arcade-.-How unromantic. We had dinner at Ichiban (still, like always), but I made the effort to be very happy and not be angry with him for whatever reasons. It turned out to be a very joyous night, especially after he gave me his 'present'. It's an essay, documenting our story from his point of view. Shall share some parts of it here:

我第一次注意到妳的时候是某个破冰游戏当中。记得好像是叫“狗与狗骨头”吧？不管啦，名字不重要，重要的是我俩的邂逅。还记得，你当时站在我的对面，一眼望去，是觉得蛮漂亮的。最吸引我的地方应该是你的马尾和眼睛吧。就觉得以后的女朋友是这样就好了。当天回家途中，友人问我班上女孩怎么样，你的样貌立即浮现脑海。

6月24日。我还依稀记得，2年前的那一天，我有多么高兴，自顾自地手舞足蹈，欢庆这从天而降的礼物。6个月的追逐，终于获得回报，我暗自庆幸自己的运气不错.

感觉上，德光岛好似监狱一般，一个巨型的鸟笼。目送着你们离开，尤其是你，我差点落泪了。

每个人都说，当兵有女朋友不好，容易分手。我觉得，女朋友好的话，不用怕，她会和你一起渡过难关。谢谢你，我的亲爱的.

我现在只希望做一个简简单单的老师，成家立业，将你迎娶过来。服兵役的两年里看来并没有预期中的无聊。我们三年的纪念日近了。在这富有纪念性的一天，我却只想和你在一起吃一顿简单的一餐。好期待。

Haha. I gave him a hug after reading the whole thing and made him very happy too. After that we went out to the open area (rooftop garden?!) and watched kids running around, as well as a couple playing tic-tac-toe in the playground. It felt very nice :)

So I shall share here an incomplete version of our love story, from my point of view. I don't know how long I'll take to finish it, or if I'll ever finish it. We were planning to sell it at our wedding for some income. Haha. Here it is:

今天是我们的三周年纪念日。也是我读完「那些年，我们一起追的女孩」的这一天。现在满脑子流窜着万种情绪，让人耳晕目眩。我想要写出我们的故事-一段很平 凡，平凡得很幸福的恋爱故事。少了海枯石烂，天真烂漫的故事。
我们的相遇，发生在初院迎新会的第一天。他的说法是，在玩「狗与狗骨头」（很奇怪的 名字，游戏的内容是两队有相同号码的人，在号码被喊出时要去抢夺一个破水瓶。。。因为是初次见面，所以异常卖力，免得被冠上「弱者」这种丢人的称号。）的 时候，我站在他对面，他对我一见钟情。
肤浅的男人-.-
而我，对他一点印象都没有。他就是这么的不出众。
接下来几天，我开始发 现李一新这个人的存在。因为他还真是阴魂不散。我记得他当我的舞伴时，双手抖得我都不能好好跳舞，只注意到他好像不怎么愿意握紧我的手。我还对他说，别紧 张，放轻松。后来我问他，才发现他是很有心机地让自己无时无刻都在我的视线内，这样做任何活动他都能名正言顺跟我腻在一起。
真是奸诈。
正 式开学了，他被推选（或者说，陷害）为班长，而我成为副班长。彼此间的互动也随着增加。向来自认对爱情很有经验的我，却是最后一个了解他的心意的人。大概 因为他真的不太符合我的择偶条件吧，所以根本没去想那一块。朋友暗暗的戏弄，快速进展至明目张胆的「代替表白」。当时的他，在「留校读书」的掩护下，每天 都陪我坐在class bench（那是一个属于每个班的，很普通的bench）然后陪我回家。而且是很搞笑的。我们在class bench挥手告别后，等到我已经坐在巴士站里，他才会假装也要回家的样子来一起等车。仿佛刻意避嫌似的。他家在bukit batok，却硬是要搭40分钟一趟的67号然后中途换车。第一次追求喜欢的人，是应该要这么白痴的吧。
嗯，他没多久就向我告白了。那天上课时， 李明德当着全班的面跟老师说一新有喜欢的人。李明德是一新最好的朋友，现在也是我很要好的朋友。明德立刻被一新毒打了一顿，男生间解决事情的办法，只有暴 力。好像不愿我从别人口中听说似的，那天傍晚，他笑得像只无尾熊缓缓走到巴士站。
「你。。。知道我喜欢你吧。」
「知道啊。」我故作轻松地 说，心跳加速。并不是因为喜欢他，而是被告白时的自然反应。
「那。。。你觉得怎样？」
这，应该不是告白时该说的话吧。当下也不知道该回什 么，就说「很好啊。」被喜欢的感觉，是很好的。也忘了是怎么打发他的，只记得热热的双颊。
就这样，他展开了为期半年的追求。

遗憾

Shiyun and charmaine must be at work already. It's gonna be an exciting day, after all, not every day you get to see someone get sacked. I feel like I'm 幸灾乐祸-ing.

Yea I left off last post saying how I was excited about the new colleagues coming in. And they sure brought a lot of life to the office. A little too much life though. A colleague calls them the market - "the sell pork one, sell chicken one, sell fish one, sell smth-else-i-can't-rmb one" But it's probably 'cause they don't know the rules, so we made it known that no fb-blogging-msn what not is allowed during office hours (I feel quite sad myself, but often there's so much to do I don't have the spare time to go online). By the second day it was pretty obvious that only two were making all the noise, and one of them has horrible working attitude. Shiyun almost went to pieces teaching her. Haha. Like what charmaine says, shiyun can explode into a werewolf anytime just like Jacob. Ahaha. So yea, the management is kicking her out. I'm so curious about what's happening right now in office!
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读着那本《那些年，我们追过的女孩》，总让我感慨人生的很多遗憾。在我生命里陪着我成长的人很多，从他们的身上我看到该前进的目标。但是，引用很老套的话，这些人就像蜡烛似的，在点亮了我的人生后默默熄灯，不复存在。是不是所有好事都得有个尽头，所有想套在身边的人都不能贪心地留住。只能在拥有彼此的日子里，真心地对待。

是吧，也只能这样了。

Life now seems to be more interesting than when I first started working. Of course I still wake up unwillingly at 6.30am every day, thinking how nice it would be if I could continue sleeping. Then I would drop out of bed and make my way to the bathroom with one eye closed (with both eyes closed on rainy mornings), and mumble something to my dad along the way. He always sits at the dining table at 6.30am, reading newspapers from the day before. After washing up and eating I would go and wait for bus 300 which comes like every 5 minutes but I usually can only get on the 3rd one. Then mrt to woodlands, bus 964 to work. That was pretty much the routine for the past few weeks.

Now I wait for 300 at sunshine instead so I can sit down. At cck I almost always meet a friend who works at tampines, but takes the train to woodlands too. At woodlands I meet qiaohan to go to work together, so it feels less lonely now. I used to dread going to work because I didn't know what I was working for, but now I know what I'm doing. I learnt a lot from charmaine, a full time staff who's our age and hangs out a lot with us now. I'm also getting to know our logistics head better, and his instructions seem a little more understandable now. Just found out that he's a fan of 九把刀, and he generously lent me two of his favourite books. I'm quite addicted to the one I'm reading now - 那些年，我们一起追的女孩. I think my immune system has gotten used to the air in the office, so I don't fall sick. I don't even get too bothered by unpleasant stuff happening in office already, because having great people around me makes everything better. Also, having classmates working in the same office means a lot more common topics to talk about. Almost every day we find something about yixin to discuss (...more like niao him, heh).

Tomorrow new colleagues are gonna come in. I'm looking forward to how things will turn out, given that employment hasn't been very successful in our office. I'm actually excited about tomorrow! Haha. Time for sleep!

Knocking off soon!

I'm spending the last few minutes of work to blog now! I THINK I've done enough for today. Haha.

So Susan has left work, and should be happily getting ready for her trip to taiwan. If only I could go along with her. Work doesn't hold much motivation for me now, only dearest friends at work keep me going. Even money does not entice me much. I hope my future career will provide a more enriching working experience. I think it will anyway, what can be more enriching than seeing all sorts of patients everyday!

Today I had pig large intestines and pig leg for lunch! Shared it with shiyun. The portion was really little, so we weren't full after the meal. Went to buy some snacks that are super unhealthy...and it's time for home! byebye!

Here I am, blogging again because I don't have anything to do before sleep. Life nowadays is just work, sleep, get up for work, repeat. My happiest time would probably be the lunch break I have with Susan and Shiyun :) Just got my paycheck today, and I'm thinking it's really not so bad to endure a bit of boredom for the money. I'll probably change my mind right after the long weekend haha.

Today I heard that 2 interviewees who got through decided to not come after all. I don't understand, they haven't even tried to do the job. Maybe they had other job offers, or just being picky. I imagined myself in their shoes - fresh graduate with high expectations wrt salary and working environment, and realised that I probably wouldn't stay long too. But I would give it a try first. And at the very least, call to inform that I won't be turning up on my first day of work. Common courtesy.

We had our lunch at Koufu at the nearby Woodlands Mart. I was waiting at the table for them to get their food first, when this grandma put her tray down right in front of me and totally ignoring my existence. I told her that the table is taken, and she actually gave me a look of plain disgust and wandered off somewhere else. Her friend (also a grandma) asked me again if the seat was taken. I said yes, and she gave me an irritated look. Hello, I respect that you are old and I would gladly let you have the table if you asked nicely and explained why you insist on taking my table when the table right beside had 2 empty seats and the place was pretty much empty anyway. I didn't feel very happy. But I looked as the other grandma walked around and couldn't find a table (for reasons I cannot fathom) and I decided to let them have the table anyway. Neither grandma so much as even looked at me while the other grandma strolled over to the table. Nice. And I always thought old people have good manners. I informed Shiyun and she called Susan while I got another table. I have never met people like them before, and I sure hope I won't ever.

Just writing about that incident makes me warm and awake now. But I really should go to sleep soon. Goodnight.

Chalet :)

So from Wednesday to Friday i had my long-awaited chalet holiday with yixin :) After just 2 days of work haha. Work was...it was a very new experience for me. I had the impression from my stint at Astar that organisations should be like that, with a clear structure of hierarchy and advanced IT systems. Everyone was so nice, no yelling, civilised language...haha. Not that I don't like the change. It feels more carefree in a way, at least I don't have to worry about being formal or stuff like that. Yet the work environment is also more restricting, there is almost no slacking time 'cause there is always work to do. I feel more responsible for the work I'm doing now. It feels like there's no room for mistakes, 'cause if work is not done properly someone else will have to clean up and he certainly won't be happy about it. To sum it up...I think I'm only seeing the real world now.

Back to the chalet. Check-in time was at 4pm, so I only started packing in the afternoon. Turned out I spent a lot of time trying to figure out how to fit rolly's waterbottle on his travel cage. My parents decided to have a holiday in Kota Kinabalu during this period (-.-) so I had to bring rolly along. And after I fit it on, i realised i should have put it on only after we reach the chalet. One area of rolly's bedding was already soaked by the time I pulled the bottle out. I think rolly was concentrating on how to get out though; he had never been put in such a small cage before and looked rather bewildered. He did settle down after we reached the chalet and could put the cage on a flat stable surface. We took the public bus to Costa Sands - I knew there was a shuttle bus service somewhere but yixin insisted that it wasn't at the taxi stand, which turned out to be the correct place-.-

It was a very nice place, fully air-conditioned and clean. After packing and slacking for a bit we decided to watch a movie. I insisted on watching Love at 7th sight first, and yixin commented at first that he didn't understand a thing, and later that it was lame. I just thought Mike He was so handsome. Then we went out and got waffles and cup noodles for dinner, and some cheese cupcake for breakfast next day. We were back in our room when we realised we didn't have utensils to eat with. So we went back and got a packet of disposable chopsticks just for 2 cup noodles. Haha. Then we put 20th Century Boys Chapter 2 on. I think I dozed off near the middle of the movie, and had to pull myself up to wash up before collapsing on the pillow. Yixin happily continued the movie, I think I opened my eyes to see him shutting down my laptop and went back to sleep again.

We woke up the next day feeling all relaxed and lazy. I put Chapter 2 on again to finish watching what I've missed, and then the last chapter. It felt so nice to be slacking in an air-con room :) We could hardly get out of bed, but it was already 1 plus in the afternoon (!!) We made our way down to Wild Wild Wet since we had free tickets there. There were some construction works going on, so we didn't get to explore the whole place. I loved the lazy river most 'cause it moved so slowly ahaha. Floats there are FOC, they just float around in the water for people to grab them. The waves over at the wave pool were way more exciting than those at jurong, i even got dizzy! I tried the waves once with a float, and then with a life jacket. I think using a life jacket is less tiring since there's no need to hold onto a float. Can pretend that I'm surfing too :) After that we went to Hei sushi for its teatime buffet! But they don't offer free red plates :( I ordered one anyway, I'm so addicted to Amaebi sashimi! After that we went for a little bowling session. There was this super pro uncle right beside us, who smiled and nodded encouragingly when our ball curved right into the gutters. His ball, on the other hand, could make a nice big curve to hit all the pins. So stressed. I lost both games to yixin and he was so proud of himself. He didn't even make the hundred mark heh. Then we took a ride on the ferris wheel, just 2 short rounds :(

I wanted to have a movie marathon, but after watching percy jackson I was very tired already. I think it's the air-con, since I'm pretty much aircon-deprived at home. We slept till late morning the next day, and had a quick swim before checking out. The Costa Sands pool has see-through windows, I totally felt like a penguin in the zoo when I swam past them. Haha. We lugged our bags to Sakura to have their lunch buffet, and to our surprise, there were a lot of people queueing up for the 1 hr buffet thingy. A pity we didn't have any dbs/posb cards, or it would have been so much cheaper. I had a lot of my favourite salmon sashimi :)

Oh and I kicked my HDD off the bed while watching 赌侠. Now it just makes clicking noises and refuses to work. I think it's pretty much dead. I tried freezing it, putting it in an oven (and melting its plastic covering how stupid of me), whacking it on all sides. Haii. Will have to get another one at the upcoming IT fair. It's lucky I keep my important data across all my comps.

Alright here are some photos:


There amaebi!
I'm looking at the menu on the chair 'cause our table was too full! Ahaha!
I didn't have a waterproof camera so we could only take photos after coming up -.-

Handsome guy, pretty girl, pretty guy ?!!

A break!

And so my last paper is a week away, MCQs with multiple answers. At least I don't have to write. It's still scary though, it's actually possible to get it all wrong! I'll have to use my week to scruntinise my notes and look out for details :(

Jay's new album is coming out very very soon! I'm gonna go pre-order it maybe tomorrow. I have a really good feeling about this album, the two songs I've heard so far are SO NICE! It's amazing, everytime he releases his album he makes me fall in love with him all over again :) Such a nice feeling.

Some very late photos:

A long time ago jacq and i went swimming, and while we were waiting at the bus stop for the bus home, this little bird caught my eye! It didn't seem to be afraid of people, it was just hopping around very close to me. So I took out my camera expecting it to fly off anytime, especially when the flash came on. But it didn't move very much, so I snapped away happily haha. It's not very clear in the photos, but it has really pretty green shiny feathers! Or maybe all birds have them, I just haven't been close enough to one to observe carefully. The bird attracted lots of attention too, some kids were shoo-ing it around, and it just fluttered its wings a bit and came back to the bus stop. I heard them speculating if the bird was sick. Probably so, 'cause most birds would have the sense to avoid humans if they wanted to survive.

So I've been feeding myself a lot since I'm mostly at home now and my mum has to work. It's quite frustrating when the only things I can cook are porridge and egg and simple steamed fish fillet. And prawns too, but i can't seem to get the sauce right. I hope jacq didn't get a tummyache from eating those prawns :( I kinda asked my mum about it, shall try again when I have prawns in the fridge. Heh. Yesterday I made yixin porridge and fish while I gobbled down the kfc he bought back. He sulked throughout the meal. HAHA.