just read grace's blog and ya! i've been using the jumbo pink glittery pencil in my lectures and it attracts quite a lot of attention. ppl are rather fascinated by it hehheh. it's rather difficult to write with it at first, but as i got used to it it became better. if only the lead can be of better quality haha! well thank u grace and yiyan!=) i will be using the pencil for some time 'cause it cannot be finished. and it poked a hole through my bag lar! super strong.
and i learnt what imba means. used to mean imbalance or smth but it came to be known as zai times 1000. as quoted from eyvonne. haha. dance today was fun 'cause there were more ppl coming alr. we got our formation done also so it was quite fun to dance among the guys. then there was this sliding move that sijin did quite skillfully so that he didn't hit me even though he was quite near. hehheh. there's dance tmr too, can't wait!
met a whole bunch of bpians at the bus stop today! i was Sooo happy lar. its a nice feeling to see familiar ppl ard. and shalene was tellling me abt her stories over in nj. sounds to me that i shld be contented with what i have in hc. ahh if only we all could still be together. i suppose we will be a lot happier than now=) yes and shalene passed me this bloody-looking tissue paper and said i must keep it to 10 yrs later! haha. it'll prob disintegrate anyway.
fac outing tmr! the 培养默契 part sounds scary lar. i wonder what they're gng to make us do.

HC MAD ROCKS TOTALLY!
went to nus today to watch our syf. woah i was very shocked by our performance. i didn't expect us them to be so good! u know as they were doing their stunts and stuff, the whole theatre ooh-ed and ahh-ed too! woah. i think we made a great impact. hehheh i'll be very surprised if we don't get a gold with honours!
bp syf was today too, pity it was much earlier and i couldn't go. but grace went and said we were not bad. hehheh. how nice if they can achieve a gold as well.

got my previous post koped by blogger! had written a long one argh. lets see what was i saying haha.
oh yes finally there isn't much homework that needs to be completed urgently. im like living through one day at a time. dance is now 5 times a week as our dance night is coming up, and i usually get home 7plus 8pm. and knowing my brain doesn't function well at all after 9, its a bit hard to complete tutorials. hehheh thats probably why im lagging behind so much. luckily there's always peer pressure-ppl are always doing homework ard me so that kinda pushes me to work harder.
Went back to opera with xinyi on friday, and we kinda rehearsed a bit of our scene. yes for 4 yrs we've been acting as little soldiers and we'll still continue as little soldiers. blehh. we had our dinner outside the room with orange light shining down on us. that made the already creepy school campus even more scary lar. then that cockroach( nick for zhang lang) had to go tell us ghost stories plus those that happened in hc as well. wonder where he heard it from. and as cockroach was approaching the climax shawn boo-ed xinyi and freaked me out as well! that was quite horrible. then gerald told us that ever famous mum and the lift story and never failed to scare me. so when i went home i called my mum( yes my mum 'cause dad wasn't home yet) and got lectured instead for making her wake up twice to answer her calls. haish. well there won't be opera pracs anytime soon 'cause our juniors are having their mid-yrs. if they're gng to continue with their story-telling i probably won't be able to go home alr. haha!

celebrated my bday on sun with my parents. i made them sing happy birthday to me and they really sang and clapped for me! aww i was so touched lar. i've never had elaborate celebrations with my parents, but i felt overwhelming love from them. hehheh mum volunteered to buy me new sports bra and dad paid my phone bill for this month. how cool!

had a wonderful bday in school as well. lots of ppl msged me! super glad that i hav so many friends who rmb-ed my bday. got a big pink bear from shing and special bookmarks from shiyun. and shing's friend bought my a drink when he knew i got ulcers! haha. i've got sweet ppl ard me=) then us usual clique went to werribee for dinner. the auntie gave me this super bobbly turtle and treated me to cheesestiks too! and i got treated to a very filling dinner consisting of baked cheese rice, cheese sausage and sarsi float. had a lot to eat that night! many thanks to jac, jeff, weishi as well=) i totally felt like a pampered princess that day.

yest i went out with bp ppl for dinner to celebrate my bday too! fiona bought me big balloons that said happy birthday on it. then for the whole journey back home i was carrying those balloons. shawn said that i attracted a lot of attention. haha and i was still hoping that ppl would come over and wish me happy bday! ahh yes and i got a treat from all of them at cafe cartel at bp plaza. i reached at 530 with shalene(who had a very...cute encounter haha!) and evelyn and fiona and hongwei were alr there. then jiaxuan came who gave me a bit of a shock 'cause she pounced erm no...hugged me real tight from behind. haha! ahh then we waited for shawn and gavin to come. we sat there while we watched the queue go from nobody to a lot of ppl then to nobody again. been there for super long lar. hehheh and apparently many of them came despite having a lot of things to do. man im really happy. as we went home we got stuck outside ts and watched this zombie+priest fight. super funny lar! i think we girls laughed a bit loud 'cause many ppl were looking. haha.

alright to conclude i realised im loved more than ever after my bday. i love having bdays!=)

i am going to start getting busy. dance pracs for me are like four times a week now, think they'll get lesser after this week. and there's a skill A thingy which is due tmr and an essay due next week. 6 more poems to memorize. not to mention maths lecture test and my class test too! haish now that i've listed them all out it looks like a lot for a slacker like me. wad mrs tan said today about putting info in point form gives u more points is true. haha i shall not whine anymore.
went to grandma's hse on sunday and played ard with steffie! big girl of 2 mths old already, can hold her head up now! and i suspect she fakes crying to get ppl to hold her. she'll only sleep in ppl's arms but not on the bed. so i was holding her most of the time as she slept and kicked about in her sleep. haha. i sang lullabies to her so she could sleep know! and when i asked her if it sounded bad, she laughed lar! blehh. she shld be more than happy to have me singing for her=)



gahh baby is so cute. she totally looks like her mum when she smiles in that manner. hehheh. alright start skill A quick!

omg omg i seriously think that im gng to become short-sighted. things i see are no longer as clear as they used to be. i can't really read subtitles from my dining table! omg. i think i will put on specs in no time at all. gahh though i think its cool but it really seems troublesome. nevermind.
im gng for bak ku teh later! wahaha. i miss the te ka a lot. heh!

found this on my friend's blog. hey ned dun mind me koping yea? kinda true. but its really more like fairytale than reality. that's really what all girls want, but it proves to be too difficult for the guys.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

okay this is random, but i just remembered. im proven 100% retarded after taking the retarded test. gahh.

yoohoo! im in such a grumpy mood today. probably because my right eye can't see properly, and somehow i still feel tired after 9 hrs of sleep. i wonder how much sleep my body needs anyway. and so im rather aggressive today and have been subconsciously provoking ppl. gahh. jac and shiyun were very violent today too. hongchan was chased around and whacked and ended up drenched with water from my waterbottle. gahh violent tendencies everywhere.
went to sentosa on sunday. it was supposed to be a musical outing but it ended up with only seven ppl with most of us not dressed appropriately for sentosa. but we went anyway. it was my first time on the monorail! was very surprised by the amount of ppl it could take, it didn't look that big on the outside.
us girls-grace, fazlin, me- were very tempted by the idea of putting our legs into the water so we sat on the bridge, sticking our legs out and enjoyed the breeze. good weather indeed. there was so much to observe from the bridge as well. we sort of commented on all the couples we could see at the beach and that made us SOoooo tempted to get ourselves a boyfriend. we even discussed all the ridiculous things that we will make our boyfriends do with us. like walking down orchard road in bright purple lovers' outfit. hehheh.
after the guys got bored with their cards( ya they were playing cards at sentosa duh) we all played ultimate frisbee tgt. its a very addictive game. and i realised my skills are not bad too! i like the feeling of playing beach games.
and we took a lot of photos! us girls did the 1 to 10 thingy, see.










hehheh how fun.








ahh sentosa is fun. lots of ppl to look at too( aha!) im off to do my pw research.