Was lazing around 'cause i couldn't seem to move my body to go bathe and saw SHOW's MV on MTV! It looked really sad okay, i totally cannot stand it when he cries 'cause he looks so pitiful. So I rushed online after a quick shower and got the song! 最后的风度.I'll be listening to this song a lot the next few days=)
Okay now is the time to really start mugging every day. Which i think i have been doing already but apparently it's not enough. The reaction mechanisms just make no sense to me. And I've been neglecting chem all this while 'cause the teachers for my other subjects just cannot be offended and well, also 'cause i think i can handle it well. But wrong! Need to mug for everything before i can do anything well. Blehh. Now i really miss J1. I don't remember having to do tutorials like everyday in J1.
Gonna go out tomorrow!..to mug. Haha. Better than nothing. Then can look forward to STJ at night! Woohoo!=)
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You make me feel safe and secure=)

I'm proud to announce that the skills I've learnt from sec 3 OBS have not gone to waste. I did a square-lash on shing's fingers! With a bit of help from him haha. Not only UG people can do nice lashings okay! And it was so secure it made his fingers turn a little red oops.

It was fun walking around in the street market 'cause the juniors were selling all sorts of things. But I only had like $2 in my wallet. Ahh. Wanted to go back to BPGHS but they ended their celebrations really soon so no point going back. And KUNGFU DUNK was having its sneak previews at causeway so we went over and got really good seats. The actions and effects were good, I didn't know JAY could fight like that. The plot was rather...jumpy though. Catch no ball de la. But JAY has improved once again! JAY ftw!=)

OHH. This is gonna be quite gross but i just have to put this here:

The chicken was practically dripping blood! Can't see it here but there was a membrane beneath the meat that kept a puddle of blood in. OMG. I brought it back to the lady who said it was cooked, but offered to cook it again. No harm, so i got back my re-cooked chicken after 5 mins. After like the first bite, it started to drip even more! I simply couldn't eat it anymore and just threw the whole thing away. The lady said it's fresh thats why, but...it's a bit over eh. I'm gonna stay off chickens for a while.

2nd day of Chinese New Year!=) Well wasn't a very good start 'cause i lost a bit of money. BUT BUT I will get it back..maybe. Haha nevermind. Shall play small small and not get greedy. Not a lot of capital to start with already haha. Today will be a better day!=)

Get your own valentinr

Falling sick just before chinese new year is not good at all. I don't recommend standing in the rain for an hour with your left shoulder exposed to the horribly big wind. Haish.
CLL test tomorrow!

上帝赐予女人的力量

一個男孩問他的媽媽：『你為甚麼要哭呢？』

媽媽說：『因為我是女人啊。』

男孩說：『我不懂。』

他媽媽抱起他說：『你永遠不會懂得。』

後來小男孩就問他爸爸：『媽媽為甚麼毫無理由的哭呢？』

『所有女人都這樣。』他爸爸回答。

小男孩長成了一個男人，但仍舊不懂女人為甚麼哭泣。

最後，他打電話給上帝；當上帝拿起電話時，他問道：『上帝，女人為甚麼那麼容易哭泣呢？』

上帝回答說：『當我創造女人時，讓她很特別。我使她的肩膀能挑起整個世界的重擔；並且，又柔情似水。』

『我讓她的內心很堅強，能夠承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒絕。』

『我賦予她耐心，使她在別人放棄的時候繼續堅持，並且無怨無悔的照顧自己的家人，渡過疾病和疲勞。』

『我賦予她在任何情況下，都會愛孩子的感情，即使她的孩子傷害了她。』

『我賦予她包容她丈夫過錯的堅強和用他的勒骨塑成她來保護他的心。』

『我賦予她智慧，讓她知道一個好丈夫是絕不會傷害他的妻子的，但有時我也會考驗她支持自己丈夫的決心和堅強。』

『最後，我讓她可以流淚。只要她願意。這是她所獨有的。』

『你看，女人的漂亮不是因為她穿的衣服、她保持的體型或者她梳頭的方式。』

『女人的漂亮，必須從她的眼睛中去看，因為那是她心靈的窗戶和愛居住的地方。』

-Email from Dexter
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Because you once said my eyes are beautiful. Because you said it's with me or without me, not with me or with someone else=)

I seriously think I need to sleep early. I totally was falling asleep during CLL and H3 Chem today-.-But it's getting very interesting now. Have to visualise lots of structures in 3D form which reminds me of my sec1 DnT lessons. We had to draw what top plan side plan thingy that really needed lots of visualisation. How cool is that heh.

And I'm so in love with chicken legs from cold storage! Went out of school to buy my PEPPERED CHICKEN LEG which I gobbled very much happily. I think I will just grow fatter, but well, food's most important!=) And I aim to sleep at 10 today haha! Time for my maths tutorial!

7th.

This just reminds me of the reflection mingte wrote for cll. "七，是我数学测验的分数！”

But no, today's a very special day that i thoroughly enjoyed but ended, very cruelly, soon. Last month I made him get all panicky just to open my present, so this time he's returned my favour by making me think and look all over the place. Memorable=)

It's just interesting to see how my definition of love changes like almost every day. As time goes by. I shall compile a list and see;

LOVE IS:
-When he sings school song very loudly and you still cant help but wanna walk by him after assembly.
-When he salivates all over after a sleep and you still think he's cute.
-When he calls to ask how are you and you cry.
-When he's on the verge of crying and you burst into tears while hugging him.
-When he squeezes through people on the bus just to get to you and you feel touched.
-When he looks retarded but all you wanna do is hug him.
-When you no longer think for yourself, when you fully know you'll be upset but still insist for his good.
-When you get jealous over non-living things.(Like games)
-When he aches, you ache more.

I bet this list will change like tomorrow. It's gonna be ever changing, 'cause like what he said-"That's the beauty of loving you. I'm getting to understand more about love."
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I must finish my H3 homework! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUN!=)

FINALLY there's not much homework to do over the weekend. I can watch my movie that i rented from that RED MACHINE haha! And my right eye is worsening again, now it feels quite weird to see clearly out of one eye and blurred images from my right eye. I see things as if they are covered by a thin plastic sheet! Must be the few days I stayed up late to complete my assignments that's making my eyes so tired. One lesson learnt-holiday assignments are meant to be completed over the holidays. HAHA!

The chingay prac today wasn't as bad as the one we had last week, at least i didn't feel like all my glucose had been used up already. And we had a really good lunch! Really satisfying to finish the dance and learning how to handle ribbons haha. That was something i never touched before, and it sure was hard to control. But the beautiful curves it made as i swirled it around is just fascinating, and i really wanna perfect it. But in order to make sure the ribbon swirls around just the way i want it, all actions have to be full out and very powerful. My arm's gonna ache so much tomorrow la. Thankfully there wasn't warm up today, that's the real tedious part haha!

Woke up at 930 after so many days of sleeping late, lets see, I predict I'll wake up at 10 tomorrow! HAHA!=)

I haven't felt so tired in a long time. These few days I've been kept on my toes by the various subject teachers that are assigned to us. For example the head of BIO department and the discipline master as our tutors. Just can't dao their work like what I've been doing for the past year. Blehh. But well looking on the bright side they're really good teachers that will definitely pull our grades up. Looks like the school had decided to give us lots of attention by assigning them to us and having THREE maths tutorials per week. Means I have to do maths everyday! I should think we're quite weak in bio too haha.
And well plus i did try to run a bit on wed. Think I didn't do enough warm up so haha the muscle aches are making me quite tired too. But it feels good to be aching all over! Feels like I've done something useful that can help me slim down for DANCE NIGHT!
And looking at the comp just makes me feel more tired. I think I spoilt my body by allowing to sleep very early in the past and now I'm making it sleep at 11-12pm. Poor body. But must quick adapt my body! I bet when exams come it'll be even more hiong la.
Got quite freaked out by suji's encounter in the rua. Apparently ghosts of different colours mean different things, and green ghosts certainly are not very friendly. I shall stay clear of that area at the back from now on. And mum's working so often now ah, how am i gonna spend my time alone at home! Ahh. Now i really want a dog.