Just came back from dance chalet, i actually only went to watch the dance battle. And it was freaking awesome! I screamed so much my throat feels sore now. It was so good that people from the neighboring chalets came over and sat down right beside us and watched till the end. They were like, why got so many teams competing one! Haha. I wish I could dance like them. I've always wondered, what if I didn't take this TCM course? Then I won't need to have finals during recess week, and can probably spend a semester at some korean university. I definitely won't have 33 hours of lessons per week, and I'll be able to continue dancing with dear friends. Then again, if it weren't for the TCM course, i probably won't know what/why i'm studying for.

Last week dad drove us to his office to visit birdie. It now lives in a large aviary with friendly-looking birds that don't make half the noise it makes. It did look a bit isolated, but that's probably cos its so outstanding! When i said hello to it it said it back! it bade us goodbye too when we left. I'm hoping it's because it remembers the times we had at my place. Some pretty pictures!

Waiting for yixin to buy me meatball sub right now! Haha. He's been craving to have it too since the start of the subway coupon thingy. I love the discount - I already had a cold cut trio on Monday! Made me want to eat somemore. But the sad thing is, i've been having diarrhea since I started on Chinese medicine for my cramps. So I can't eat too heaty or oily food or drink cold stuff. Tummy still not feeling too good at the moment :( I hope the medicine works though! Can't wait to get rid of horrible cramps! Okay food's here I shall tuck in :)

痛经（睛）

月经痛的问题困扰了我很久，于是我决定去看中医。
我：“我有经痛的问题。”
医师：... 她认真地打着病案。
在旁的同学颇诧异地看着我。我想说，痛经这个病应该蛮常见，没什么好奇怪的吧。

...

同学：“左眼还是右眼？”
此经非彼睛啊！HAHA! 笑得我快断气！

可恨的三急下证。

“彭韵婷。”

“...” 我起身，心中不安。

“来，背那三条急下证。”

...我只背了调胃承气汤那一条。想说要是被叫到了就念那一条，稳过的啦。

“我可以背调胃承气汤那条吗？”

“我想让你背三急下证。” 老师冷冷的看着我。

于是我的视线飘到同学手上的条文列表。同学很讲义气地压低声音，试图提示我。我才看一眼，就放弃了。字怎么那么多!

“我还是背调胃承气汤好了。”

一阵哄堂大笑。我不敢正视老师，很快地把条文念完。

...太丢脸了啦！我要好好用功背我的伤寒论！

MAF 2011

Yest I went back to hci for MAF! Earlier that afternoon I had a nice date with yixin. We watched the movie {crazy, stupid love} and took pretty neoprints. Haha. It's been a long time since i last took 67 to school, I was surprised at how long it took to reach school and how bumpy the ride was. When I alighted the bus I realised the entire overhead bridge was gone! Stunned. There was another makeshift bridge further down that led to the main gate. Going back to school brought back so much memories. Cos we reached quite early and no one we knew was there yet, we took a little walk around school. The mini melts vending machine in the canteen was gone and replaced by a sandwich machine. Our class bench wasn't where it used to be, it wasn't even covered with all our correction liquid doodle. Too neat, too new. I looked at the room under audi and thought of how we spent hours dancing in it (and breaking into it to dance ahaha). The track field looked considerably smaller now cos of the construction. There was a {Tan Kah Kee Drive} sign erected at the road and yixin said it'll prob be easier to get taxis to come in. They built a new statue of Mr Lee Kong Chian in front of the admin building. Haha i totally rmb the stories they said about his bust at salt centre - his eyes will glow green at night brr. We walked past the labs and pointed out where we used to have our bio and gp and chem tutorials. How did we survive without air-con classrooms! It seemed they transformed the fishtank into a study area too. Back then we had comfy sofas and a little piano at the side. And I had the craving for half-priced hotdog buns haha. Hci is the place where i met great friends and where yixin and i started. Being back there, I could forget about the present and indulge myself in past memories :)
We met Mdm Madihah and she sure looks younger than before! She was very...excitable :) I made yixin buy me a balloon and had fun carrying it around. There's a little lightbulb in the balloon that flashes red and blue! Apparently at night the balloon floated into my dad's room and circled around him. He thought something was playing with it-.- I think my dad very brave. Right now the balloon's alr out of helium but the lightbulb is still happily flashing red and blue. So cute la.

I hate cramps!

It's that time of the month again! The cramps hurt so much that I had to take MC from internship. So sad. I really wanted to see the patient who stunned everyone with his knowledge of TCM. 讲得头头是道. Yup so I've decided to go have my cramps treated. Life without cramps...haha can't imagine that, but I sure hope it'll happen!

I should be mugging for my mid-terms on friday, but i have to write this somewhere so i can forget about it.

Hopefully.

I feel sad. And there's really only one reason why I'll feel sad. I don't understand how a mother can talk in that manner to a daughter. Even though she gave birth to me, and according to her, she has the right to say whatever she likes to me, because that's how she is. Does she see me as a human, or just a punching bag with no feelings whatsoever? I feel hurt. Because she's my mum, I hurt even more. Then I get angry, and i retaliate. I don't say nice things when I'm angry. Put me and her together for a day, and we all end up with scars.

...i dunno what i can do. i'm not a saint, but i definitely don't provoke.

One more year, then i'm off to beijing!!!