如果没有我你会更快乐，那，我会微笑，然后静静离开。

First day at work

Being a cashier isn't easy at all, no kidding. I had to help handle a customer who bought four whole trolleys of washing powder, cooking oil and the like. All imba heavy items. Some guy saw my visitor pass and asked whether I was there to visit or to work. Upon hearing that im an undergrad, he was rather shocked and said, "Undergrad still do this kinda work!" I had a very strong feeling that I was being despised. I shrugged it off, but I actually really wanted to slap him. I need money so I work hard for it, no need to look down on me thankyouverymuch. I also saw a customer THROW money onto the counter, with absolutely no respect for fellow human beings. Previously working as admin it was pretty much just my computer and me, now this job has really given me a taste of the real world. Total eye-opener!

Dai looking cute with teary eyes!

These days dai has been the cutest thing ever. It's getting used to my scent and feeding times. Every morning when i eat my bread it'll poke its head around, asking for food. So i'll share my breakfast with it. It no longer darts around when i try to get it out of the cage, and is a lot easier to handle now. I'm so gonna miss it when i have to leave for beijing! Boo.

I got a job at Giant IMM as a temp cashier. My mum was like, why choose such a tiring job! No choice, gotta work for money and save for the taiwan trip in jan :) Yixin has it easy, I work 6 hours still earn less than one session of his tuition haii.

I have one more paper on monday then exams end le! But haha i'm already not studying much cos its an elective i SU-ed. Been watching drama and variety shows and playing games on my ipod. And of course, listening to Jay's new album :) Alright i probably shld study a bit now since im going out later to celebrate the end of Yixin's exams! Woo~

I was caught in the rain today! it started pouring right after i got on bus 199. i even got off a stop later cos i could walk on mud-less ground, thinking it'll be less messy. I still got very wet anyway, and for some reason the aircon on bus 172 was freezing cold. I kinda enjoyed the walk back home though, cos i could feel the cold rain splashing around my feet. Then I started to think, it would've been nice to have my 【李大仁】 around. He's this character in the show called 我可能不会爱你, basically a guy friend who knows everything about you and will always be by your side when you need him. I don't know if there ever could be pure friendship between a guy and a girl though. It wasn't really pure in the show ahaha. Aiya I was just thinking while walking that if i had a friend to share my umbrella with, then the walk won't be as cold even though we'll probably end up totally wet.

...say until i so lonely liddat-.-

A warm shower after being in the rain feels exceptionally good! And seeing how the weather's been like lately, i'll probably have a lot of chances for that haha.

啊。。。好难过好闷，胸口像是有口气堵住。又不想跟一新说，因为他现在很开心地和朋友玩游戏。明天就要约会了，不用让他也跟着难过。其实也就是件小事，但不找个人说说还真的无法释怀。
...是不是所有男人都爱临时改变计划啊。如果不喜欢，大可直接说出来，不要在决定了以后才来改变想法。这样很不男人，也很扫兴。我不喜欢啦！！！！！
好了发泄完毕。

Just came back from dance chalet, i actually only went to watch the dance battle. And it was freaking awesome! I screamed so much my throat feels sore now. It was so good that people from the neighboring chalets came over and sat down right beside us and watched till the end. They were like, why got so many teams competing one! Haha. I wish I could dance like them. I've always wondered, what if I didn't take this TCM course? Then I won't need to have finals during recess week, and can probably spend a semester at some korean university. I definitely won't have 33 hours of lessons per week, and I'll be able to continue dancing with dear friends. Then again, if it weren't for the TCM course, i probably won't know what/why i'm studying for.

Last week dad drove us to his office to visit birdie. It now lives in a large aviary with friendly-looking birds that don't make half the noise it makes. It did look a bit isolated, but that's probably cos its so outstanding! When i said hello to it it said it back! it bade us goodbye too when we left. I'm hoping it's because it remembers the times we had at my place. Some pretty pictures!

Waiting for yixin to buy me meatball sub right now! Haha. He's been craving to have it too since the start of the subway coupon thingy. I love the discount - I already had a cold cut trio on Monday! Made me want to eat somemore. But the sad thing is, i've been having diarrhea since I started on Chinese medicine for my cramps. So I can't eat too heaty or oily food or drink cold stuff. Tummy still not feeling too good at the moment :( I hope the medicine works though! Can't wait to get rid of horrible cramps! Okay food's here I shall tuck in :)